Can you love a negative image of God?

love is not a reaction nor involuntary process; it is a choice. one can love anything they desire to. unfortunately most, if not all, are not aware enough of self to know such. you have just proved your own perspective irrelevant by saying why propagate a negative god. if god wants to eat puppies he can and it would be good, thus god. what you have just said is that god should only be accepted if it is beneficial for the one with faith. tell me, how is this believing in god. mind you i'm not one of the faithful so i may be missing the point in being deluded like so.